We'll drift through it all, it's the modern age

I need something, and I just don't know what it is. My artistic needs are met. Money's not bad, but not spectacular, either. I just leased a new car (first time I'll ever be driving a car that was made in the decade I'm driving it!). I need to feel that I can trust my friends, and that they won't take advantage of me*. I'm not feeling that right now. All is not right with my world. How do I rectify this?

*NOTE: This probably isn't about you so stop worrying about it.

If there is something that I might find